Wednesday, January 23, 2008

I'm really problematic right now

I tried to install vb.net in our computer for how many times since last night and I always failed. I just don't understand why it won't work. Well in fact, I already installed it before. But the problem is that I reformatted my pc because of the damn virus. And now.. I am suffering.. We have to make our system work 60% on monday. What is the day today? It's thursday. OH MY GOD! How can I do it.. I can't even install vb.net. What am i supposed to do now? I am totally problematic right now. I can't think well. Plus, I don't have an internet connection so I have to go the internet cafe every night. Can you imagine how painful it is to look at your wallet and see how much money is left? It hurts..really. I am really really worried about our project. Just thinking about it... It hurts my head so much that I want to bump it on the wall as hard as I can. This week really sucks!

Friday, January 18, 2008

Ruled over me

Childless attitude dwells inside my soul. It was carved in my mind. It lives in my heart. Wounds may infect my helpless heart until my breath will fade away but nothing can harm the thing inside me. It is carefuly hidden where no one can find it. It came in purpose. I have welcomed it. I let my guard down and it intentionally invaded the world that I created. I got defeated. A master became a servant in her own kingdom. I kneeled down for the first time.