Ruled over me

Childless attitude dwells inside my soul. It was carved in my mind. It lives in my heart. Wounds may infect my helpless heart until my breath will fade away but nothing can harm the thing inside me. It is carefuly hidden where no one can find it. It came in purpose. I have welcomed it. I let my guard down and it intentionally invaded the world that I created. I got defeated. A master became a servant in her own kingdom. I kneeled down for the first time.