Age that I wish to go back to

I haven't posted some topics on my blog recently. I am kinda busy..I guess. Well, having no internet connection in our boarding house is really a disadvantage.
When I checked my blog, I found out that I had 2 comments. I read it. It was from Trisna (I knew her in BlogCatalog). I have been tagged. She told me that she will wait for my entry.

Trisna's age that she wants to go back to

So..Trisna..Here is the entry you've been waiting for..hehehe

Title: Age That I Wish To Go Back To
Requirement: Write about the one age that you wish to go back to and why?
Tag Mode: 2 bloggers
1st- You leave their blog and post link and add to the list below.
2nd- Let the blogger you want to tag know they been tagged by comment in their blog or etc.

Age That I want to go back to:
I am not the type of a person who finds trouble. I never had a real fight before and until now. I am the angel-type (well, not really an angel but I'm not the devil-type) of a person. I think so.
But when I was 13 yrs. old, something happened. It was in my 2nd year in high school.

I had this gay friend. We shared a great bond together but then because of me, that bond disappeared. I found out that he's happy with her new friends and I did not like it. I don't want to say this but I was jealous. Yeah, right.. I was jealous. He spent more time with them than me and he's other old friends. Because of that, I ignored him. He kept on asking me why I acted like that but I did not say anything. (I'm that kind of a person. If I am disappointed and angry about someone, I tend to ignore that someone. Yeah, I know, it's not the proper way but that's the way I handle that kind of a situation.)After that incident, the gap between us grew deeper. I couldn't act the way I acted before. I couldn't talk to him. Everything changed between us and I regret it. If I only swallowed my pride, if only I did not ignore him, he could have been my friend until now. I couldn't forget about it because it was the time that I lost someone because of my own stupidity. I still carry the feeling of regret until now. If only I can go back to the past but I just can't. That's the price that I have to pay.
He was my friend and I am happy to have him in my life. (Enough of the drama! But still somehow my heart is aching..hehehe)


I want to tag my 2 friends, Reich,Pipan.